pmr is coming soon...

its so tiring ...
2 keep studying everyday...
how boring is it...
my mind is kept thinkin tat i havent studied tis n tat...
no peace at all..
even when i m asleep...
i can even hav nitghtmare about tat...
i m so scared...
but wad ever tat i had study ..
it jz doesnt goes in my mind..
i nid help...
i m reli scared tat i dun hav enuff time for all...
i knw tat tis is d best time to study..
but i hav so much tution..
tat makes me so tired..
but i knw tat it is all for pmr...
so i hav to make an effort for tat..
sometimes i even study until i get scolded from mum..
coz i will locked myself in my room..
i jz dun like noise when i m studyin..
mum said tat lockin urself in the room...
n dun go out alot to get oxygen in my brain and all will make me sick..
i knw tat..
but i jz dun feel like going out...
everytime i go out during d exam period..
i oways feel unsecure...
i will oways think tat i didnt finish my studies yet...
i rather stay at home near to my books, even tough i m watchin tv ,
i will still feel tat books r still around me...
tats feels better...
pmr is real close...
n i dunno wad to do..
i m reli scared...
i feeling tat i m getting sick...
sj n gg is d worst subject tat i cant do well at..
i m jz very very scared at tis 2 subjects..
n sometimes bm 2...
my bm is nt reli gud...
so i hav like bm ttn everyday in tis week...
so boring... but i will keep remind myself jz for pmr...
i will try to do my best at it...
to all candidates : rmb to study... n take care... dun bcs of puting so much effort n jz get sick at de exam... its nt worth it...